You (dan, the only guy who reads this blog) will notice that my new profile picture is Vincent Van Gogh’s Red Vineyard. I’ve had a thing for vineyards recently and I’ve appreciated Van Gogh alot ever since I learned about his life.
He was a clergyman who tried to cheer people up who were destitute coal miners. But he couldn’t help them there (he thought). So he began to paint pictures of their toil and sadness so that others would be motivated to help them. But then he succumbed to depression and madness himself.
That is my oversimplified and probably wrong summary of Van Gogh’s life. It is what I remember learning about Van Gogh, which teaches me something about myself. It is a warning not to allow yourself to be completely immersed in trying to bring about complete temporal/earthly happiness
Going to my gurus, St. Thomas Aquinas and St. Augustine I read on this issue:
“A certain participation of Happiness can be had in this life: but perfect and true Happiness cannot be had in this life. This may be seen from a twofold consideration.
First, from the general notion of happiness. For since happiness is a “perfect and sufficient good,” it excludes every evil, and fulfils every desire. But in this life every evil cannot be excluded. For this present life is subject to many unavoidable evils; to ignorance on the part of the intellect; to inordinate affection on the part of the appetite, and to many penalties on the part of the body; as Augustine sets forth in De Civ. Dei xix, 4. Likewise neither can the desire for good be satiated in this life. For man naturally desires the good, which he has, to be abiding. Now the goods of the present life pass away; since life itself passes away, which we naturally desire to have, and would wish to hold abidingly, for man naturally shrinks from death. Wherefore it is impossible to have true Happiness in this life.
Secondly, from a consideration of the specific nature of Happiness, viz. the vision of the Divine Essence, which man cannot obtain in this life” – St. Thomas Aquinas “Summa Theologiae” First Part of the Second Part, Question 5, Article 3
To translate as best I can Sts Thomas and Augustine say that basically while we can be happy in this life, we can’t have complete happiness for 2 reasons: evil in the world (our ignorance, unhealthy appetites, bodily problems/sickness) and because true happiness is seeing God/ The Divine Essence.
For their vision of Heaven is the concept of “The Beatific Vision” that is, seeing God’s essence ‘face to face’. It’s like looking at a beautiful landscape or a sunset or a piece of art that is so beautiful you completely forget about yourself.
I agree with those two, that sounds like heaven. I suck at art, but I’d like to say I appreciate some art, because it makes you do that (lose yourself, the literal meaning of extasy).
Today I have to go to work (in 20 min) and I’m nervous and despairing as usual, but I woke up today like everyday, seeking happiness. And the biggest part of today’s work will be avoiding the error of Van Gogh and the error of myself. Trying to find complete happiness in temporal things. I need to align my understanding of happiness not with my ignorance and lust and inordinate bodily desires, but with the summum bonum, the greatest good, the divine essence, and the virtuous life.
If I can get through today by seeking happiness there, and not in the places I naturally (or rather unnaturally go), i’ll be one step closer to Eudaimonea, that is fullfillment and happiness.